Kill For Lies

Between the emptiness and pain, is understanding that my fears they never let me show I cared. Was it only for dignity and pride? that I'm left broken inside. We kill for lies, murder our love to save our pride. We kill lives for love, poison, and truth. Love suicide. In the night I lie awake. So complicated, and my soul it wages war with self control. I know that now, I don't understand the games I play. Just the price that Iv'e paid. Maybe with time i'll find peace of mind, but it will be hard to try. Love suicides.