Alone In The Ring

I'm in a rut, I feel very out of place. Everything has turned rotten to me. It's hard to be positive when your in a situation like mine. Feeling urges to just slice, fighting, and fighting it. Just to end up doing it anyway. What should I do? nobody wants to hear me speak. Not even the teachers at my own school. I'm on my own to kill these feelings inside me, as much as it hurts me not having anyone to help. I have to concur it alone.