Can You Hear Me Now?

My friends won't even look at me, i’m nothing too them at the moment. It’s like I am a little ant. Nobody cares if they get stepped on or get drowned to death with pesticides. I have been wanting to tell my parents but I am honestly too scared to tell them about what has been going on they would be mortified by the choices I have been making. I refuse to eat, or drink anything but water. The inside of my arms and, legs have been ripped, and sliced until they are raw. I feel as though I am just a ghost to everyone around me. I want to just scream but nothing comes out when no one can hear you.